| lets see....its been over a year. life has changed significantly. been promoted twice at gamestop, my original store closed, i got moved to another store for 3 months, and now i work at a 3rd store. i quit chick-fil-a after over four years, and took a ton of classes to graduate in december, which i did.  no idea what i'm doing with my life, but i guess thats something i get to figure out along the way. the love life has definitely changed for the better. i put up with jason for an incredibly long time, i still haven't seen him since 2007. we kept trying to make it work, or...i kept trying to make it work, and he just never put much effort into it. so after doing that for over a year, i started to get really tired of it and i ended up getting over him completely. looking back on everything now, i was pretty blind to what was really going on, and i should have listened to people over the years. i really thought i was in love and that he was the person i'd be with, but now i know that isn't true. i learned a lot and i feel like i am a better person for having gone through everything. on the bright side of the everything, i met this guy cory back in january. this was still when i was trying to work things out with jason. cory was just another guy from wow, and we ended up being really really really good friends. as my love for jason died, and i got so tired of trying at all, my feelings for cory started to grow. he had feelings for me as well, but we both hid our feelings for months before we finally admitted to it. we'd been planning a six flags trip as friends (because he lives in dallas), and it ended up being a thing where we kind of felt things out, and we really clicked. so we decided to try it out, and it has been nothing but incredible. he's sweet and romantic and respectful, and everything amazing. he wants to work hard and take care of me and show me how much he cares. he doesn't just expect me to do everything and sit around being stupid and lazy.yes we met on a video game, but that is the least important thing to us, and when we're together we don't even get on a computer or play video games. we're always going out on dates (like to the dallas symphony orchestra) or sit in my hotel watching movies. its super awesome. i'm so happy that i woke up and realized i didn't need jason, and i'm thankful that cory was there supporting me through it all, and was waiting for me to realize it. its still a long distance relationship, and we've only been dating about a month, but things are seeming really good. he makes me honestly happy, a happy that my family and friends can see. they never saw it with jason, but they make comments all the time about how happy i am now, and how glad they are that i got rid of jason. cory will be applying to oklahoma state, and hopefully starting in the spring, and he'll be moving up here before that, so we will get to have a much more normal relationship in the next few months, and i can't wait. that was a lot xanga, but i think i wrapped up the last year of my life kind of ok. *shrug* |
